She took 3 days off of work to stay with me. Her actions from this event have been giving me hope that I can get over this.
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One minute I want to fix it and the next I want to run away. I want to forgive her badly, it just like everyone else says its a constant flow of emotions that keep cycling through my head. I still don't understand why she made the decision in the end, but in some sort of weird way I can understand, cuz of the way things were going.
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When I came back I sat down and talked to her, I told her I know things were rough between us and the affection died off due to me not being there. When she came home she was sobbing to no end and of course I flew off the handle and left for a few hours. She tells me over and over that she is not using drinking as the excuse but it aided in the decision. She says with us drifting apart over the last few months she has been feeling lonely and this guy she never met before just seemed to do all the right things that night. She says I am not using drinking as an excuse, but if I wasn't it would have never happened. She came home sobbing in tears and told me what happened. She got drunk and ended the night with another man. Just over the weekend while I was at work some of her friends got together to celebrate the graduation of some friends at our former college. We were once amazing together and other couples would get jealous of this. So its been a long rough journey for us and now that we don't spend much time together things have been drifting apart. We are younger in age and had our first child in the last year of our college careers, so life began very quickly for us. My wife and I are very similiar when it comes to discussing our frustrations within our relationship, and that is we don't discuss them.
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We have 2 amazing children that keep us busy when we are together. I work nights and weekends, she works days during the week. My wife of 3yrs together for 6, unfortunately had a drunken ONS. I am just in need of some advice/uplifting comments. I am new to this forum or any for that matter.